There has been much on my mind and in my heart for the past several weeks. I have been besieged by outpourings of tears and fits of joy as I battle to keep the faith. The battle does rage for me, does it for you?
I began several blogs in order to share what has been happening as of late but none seemed to suit. Yesterday words began laying down like blocks and I began to write. I don’t claim to have a gift in this particular area, but occasionally I like to express myself with poetry. Sometimes it rhymes, sometimes it doesn’t. Sometimes the stanzas match, sometimes they don’t. That’s okay. To each their own.
Embarking upon life’s journey,
one never knows what one will see.
I hate to confess,
I must confess,
life has sometimes got the better of me.
Sickness, pain, death, and tears,
sometimes days feel like years.
Trials can be long,
it’s hard to remain strong,
when the mind is drowned in fear.
There are moments when hell feels close,
flames are hot, sulfur burns the nose;
my ears twitch with demonic voices,
accusing me for all kinds of choices.
hell is filled with Heaven’s foes.
On the brink, on the precipice,
I sob, What a mess!
Then I hear a voice, I feel a hand.
I will be able to stand.
With Jesus’ help I will do no less.
Back turned away from fire and flame
I look to the face of the Name above Names.
I behold His eyes, His smile,
His embrace that offers me awhile.
Where would I be if He hadn’t have came?
Today’s hell is defeated and tomorrow it will be too.
It’s all been done a long time ago for me and for you.
Take the nail-scarred hand of the Man,
Prince of Peace, Son of God.
Have no fear, as you journey here,
for wherever you go, He does with you trod.
~ Christi Marie
I have a plaque on my wall that says, “God gives the very Best … to those who give Him all the choices.” Give Him control today and join me in trusting the LORD to lead us in Life’s Journey.